gladys has chicken pox! oh man, poor thing. and then i when to ask her how about the whole PGA thing? and she said that most probably she'll be going for the second application in may. argh, oh well, it'll give her more time to get all her stuff ready but still, chicken pox... at least she gets to miss school. then again, sec 4 this year, so hmm... silver lining in cloud: at least she didn't get it during the Os.

piano tmr. hope i survive.

and yes, i'm sick. great. feeling my forehead every few minutes because i'm being paranoid that i'm coming down with a fever. people think that it's realy cool falling sick, okay, so not everyone, but some. that sucks. because like i've said quite a few times, i do things very well. and no, that aint a cocky / arrogant statement. i really do things very well. let's state an example. when i fall sick, i fall sick. and i'm talking the works. fever, cold hands, unsteady feet, muddled brain, and hacking my lungs out. not a very nice picture.

and then i really cant study well. i'll be sleeping 24/7. no kidding. so i'm hoping that by tmr (miracle it'll be if that happens) i'll be up and about. right now i'm not even sure why i can type stuff. because i can just feel the fingers cramping up. and no, i'm not being over dramatic.

i'm good. i'm good. i'm good.


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there's just too much negative energy around this place these days. *shakes head* but then again, who am i to say that when i'm probably contributing to it more than anyone else?

ack. sore throat really sucks. and no, it wasn't because of all the new year cookies. really. it was something else. i think it was all the pollen from the lilies. in full bloom they're a potential hazard to my health. if i cant breathe properly, it'll be their fault.

just reading benita's blog made me realise something. no matter how terrible you think your JC is, and how much you want to change schools, if you go there with a positive attitude that it aint the end of the world, even the worst of the schools' (according to you) can be the best of the lot. it really makes me wonder.

VJ was always my first choice, (okay, so i admit that i wanted to go to HC and N too) but i guess i cant really see myself anywhere else. with everyone so intergrated into the whole college different experiences thing, doesn't that make you just want to stay on? anyway, as my dad always says, it's not the school, it's what you make of your time there. now, tell me, doesn't that sound like something gandalf said too?

ah, thinking too much is bad for my brain. i think i need a longer nap. which yet again is bad. because i had a long nap just an hour ago.

we had the whole senior and junior class bbq yesterday at zav's place... it was fun. we had fun. zav's condo is like totally awesome, it looks just like some sort of resort.

went back to sn today and saw nette. saw quite a lot of people but didn't manage to see many teachers. cos we only reached st nicks like when everyone was dismissed. then went to kino with CCD... so now i'm at home (duh) waiting for my mother to ask me to come and cook something. wonderful.

school should end earlier. sometimes i regret taking 4 subjects. today was my first trip to orchard in a month. can you even believe that? like damn sick lor. which totally sucks. i only have fridays free anyway, but when the whole project work starts, i'll be saying goodbye to them as well. the other "early" day is thursday when we end at 2.20, but unfortunately, my piano just happens to be scheduled on that day. which yet again. sucks. wonderful.

my class's pretty nice, so's my OG and i guess life aint as bad as i thought it would be. but well, i was imagining hell so of course life couldn't be as bad as that. the J2s can be pretty nice, and arts fac. rocks. erhm, in my main Orientation group, there's also like a lot of great people. some of the J1s looks very familiar, and i'm trying to remember if i've seen them before. but i cant seem to figure it out. J2s... let's just say they possess a confidence that i'm sure we'll have once we're J2 as well. i guess there's just some things that i want to say but i cant write it down.. oh well, no one's loss.

so far, i've heard from almost everyone that their JCs rocks or whatever, but let me tell you, it's only the orientation that rocks. once school officially starts with all the lessons pouring in, everyone will not want to be in school. so enjoy while you can. i'll be dreading tmr's PE lesson.

since arts fac.'s so small, we have to be loud and heard. so we have arts fac. cheers that irritate the science fac. people. june said that they were pretty cool. (hmm, fancy her saying that when she was in the science fac.) met her during the sea regatta thing on saturday... with her... ahem. i was with Nicole (my OGL) and we went to buy some water. then i met her when she was cycling and she accused me of slacking! then i had to explain... and in the middle of it, we had to go back to the beach (it was at east coast, like duh) for the mass dances.

oh, did i mention that it's a sort of VJ tradition that we go during orientation to the fountain of wealth and dance the mass dances? that was pretty cool. then, on tue, i went to the airport to send the people going to NZ off... i was reminding them over and over again to give me presents. haha. but i'll miss them. i think they'll come back soon, like on the 18th. so i'll be going there again to welcome them back. oh well, cant help it if i'm very close to that batch.

JC is well, the only word to describe it would be different. very different. and to think i didn't believe the J1s when they told us that JCs a totally new experience. i think the whole lecture/tutorial system does need time to get used to. especially since i have to keep so many files.

4 subjects is more than plenty. i feel like dropping maths already. maths is like totally terrible. i'm forced to think back on my secondary school work and try to figure out if i'm doomed to fail maths or something. ever since sat, i haven had time to go online, which is killing me. like some withdrawal.

well, benita in tp signed up for student council. me? i signed up for something most find boring but i quite like. international chess. most people signed up for more than 2 or 3 ccas. u know, the try try kind. me? i just signed up for chess. i found it pretty cool. plus, the bonus thing is that it's only one day, i think JC's going to be pretty bz so it's good that i don't have to spend all my time in school.

orientation was fun, my OGLs were really neat. and then i asked june if everyone in VJ was that enthusiatic, and she told me only the OGLs and the J1s. after that, i found out she was an OGL too. that mean poke. she's changed. june's different. in a good way perhaps. who knows?

anyway, i'll be going back to school for orientation campfire. that'll be cool. i think the MCs this year have quite a lot of potential. so keep it up. other than that, i guess the good thing about getting the results in march is that project work doesn't start until then. yay. which means that i get to go home at 12.30 on fridays. whoopie.

starting JC wasn't exactly what i really wanted to do. heck, who even likes school? i certainly don't. and JC freaks me out. and yes, that was the thing i was freaking out about. actually, from just 2 days of orientation, i've experienced the VJ spirit. it's really strong. they have 6 mass dances. and you could just see the enthu-ness in the air.

i don't hate VJ. i quite like it. but i miss SN more than i thought i would. i miss guides. but i realised that it's ok, it's inevitable that i miss SN. after all, 10 years in the same school, who wouldn't miss it? (that was a question that i dun want people to answer) oh well. i hope my lessons don't end late.

All that I am, all that I have,
I lay them down before You, O Lord.
All my regrets, all my acclaims,
The joy and the pain, I'm making them Yours.

Things in the past, things yet unseen,
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true.
All of my hopes, all of my plans,
My heart and my hands are lifted to You.

Lord, I offer my life to You,
Everything I've been through
Use it for Your glory.
Lord, I offer my days to You,
Lifting my praise to You,
As a pleasing sacrifice.
Lord, I offer You my life.